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Indahkim Going Sixteen. & I wish to go to College after O's. Please pray for me! :) ♥everything moves, nothing stays. Tumblr me? Friday, January 15, 2010
Hate To Say Goodbye. Deeper Conversation. AmyTROJAN !!! says: woi ! ehehe senyap ? || indah.kim || says: oh! you're online? tak prasan! hee. sorry. (: AmyTROJAN !!! says: =.= nehmind asal tk eply my msg ? || indah.kim || says: you msg? msg ape? hehee. AmyTROJAN !!! says: msg you luhh sms ehehe || indah.kim || says: what you say in the text la dol? -.-' haha,. AmyTROJAN !!! says: sorry late , yeah knape ? thats all || indah.kim || says: oh. okaay. (: mom took back the sim card. willl prolly get it bck tmr. (: AmyTROJAN !!! says: luhhh ahaha ok || indah.kim || says: sorry(; AmyTROJAN !!! says: nehminddd ehehe nga bwat ape ny ? || indah.kim || says: chatting w fiveeeeeeeeeeee ppl! haha xD you? AmyTROJAN !!! says: wow power siol i satu org jekk || indah.kim || says: hehee. old friends of mine la(; go ite alrd, dont see them much anymore, through msn la we catch up on each other. (: AmyTROJAN !!! says: owhhh ok cool || indah.kim || says: :) you!~ omgomgomg! wanted to tell you daaaaaaaaaaaays beforehand, but you were too tired to talk, anyways! you! :( AmyTROJAN !!! says: knapee ? wanted to tell me what ?? || indah.kim || says: :'( i was on my way home the other day, terserempak sharizwan they all, sharizwan keep saying to my face, 'Wah! Indah makin baek uh sia badan!' ANDDDDDDDDDDD, he kept saying to me, 'Barang baek uh niey, barang baek!' wtf? :'( AmyTROJAN !!! says: bile ??? || indah.kim || says: monday i think? AmyTROJAN !!! says: haizzz , tuh jantan mintak kene rembat i dari dulu nkk pecahkan muke die smlm i saw him , i was like WTH . nk step matrep , tapi tk menjadi da mcm kerbau || indah.kim || says: tu luhh! AmyTROJAN !!! says: ahaha || indah.kim || says: ugh. :( AmyTROJAN !!! says: bwat bodoh suaaa i tak layan org merepek uhh || indah.kim || says: okay, that was one part, ade persambungan dia lagyk! :O fadhil was there too, when it got too much, he pulled me away, sent me home. *mcmfaham-.-'* THEN! OMG LAA, he like, started hugging, and kissing my cheeks? i was like, wtf? aiyo. lepas satu satu tau! hais. i just kept pushing away orh, then went home. *sigh. AmyTROJAN !!! says: owhh || indah.kim || says: you, are you mad? :( or in any way jealous ot smtg? AmyTROJAN !!! says: nahhh im no one anyway || indah.kim || says: :| what? why do you say that? AmyTROJAN !!! says: entahhh || indah.kim || says: you, say la. what were you typing just now? :( AmyTROJAN !!! says: nothing || indah.kim || says: b, say la. please? :( AmyTROJAN !!! says: tkde pape luhhh aiyoo || indah.kim || says: oh. okaay. :/ AmyTROJAN !!! says: da mam ? || indah.kim || says: dah. you? you, hais. can we please talk tings out? :( AmyTROJAN !!! says: yeahh ? || indah.kim || says: k la, treos terang, who or rather what, do you treat me as? to what as extend do you treat me as? AmyTROJAN !!! says: close friend ? || indah.kim || says: oh.. so, AmyTROJAN !!! says: how about you ? || indah.kim || says: that's all? AmyTROJAN !!! says: ? || indah.kim || says: nvm. something more. :/ bt, heh, nah, it's ok if you don't feel the same way as i do. :) AmyTROJAN !!! says: sorry , i cant give you more seriously || indah.kim || says: why? AmyTROJAN !!! says: i myself not sure close friends is the max || indah.kim || says: just about a week ago, you told me, you don't just kiss your close friends nvm, forget what i said. ok then. AmyTROJAN !!! says: yeah , but i tot i wanted to be with you but now , i just cant sorry || indah.kim || says: what changed? AmyTROJAN !!! says: my feelings i wanted to be with you at first . but now , it changes || indah.kim || says: gosh, it hurts. haha. ok. AmyTROJAN !!! says: sorry , seriously i feel so bad , are you okay ? || indah.kim || says: no, don't be sorry. sorry's not what i wana hear. (; AmyTROJAN !!! says: then ? did i hurt you ? || indah.kim || says: you think? (: haha. AmyTROJAN !!! says: yes seriously || indah.kim || says: huh? AmyTROJAN !!! says: haizzz so now how ? you okayy ?? || indah.kim || says: yeah. *nods.* i'm fine. AmyTROJAN !!! says: want to be your closest friend || indah.kim || says: ? AmyTROJAN !!! says: i want to be your closest friend you , i saw your blog you are hurt seriouslyy , i feel soo badd siaa ! || indah.kim || says: oh, alright? i guess that friendship just has to be built up again then? :/ :) AmyTROJAN !!! says: what you mean ? || indah.kim || says: nothing. *hewentoffline.* websms. indah: hey! offline? O.o AmyTrojan: Yeah . Knape ? indah: Oh, nothing. Where'd you go? That's not very nice of you to leave a conversation hanging. Hrms. Are you okaay? AmyTrojan: Im just upset with myself . indah: Get online? We'll talk? Please? I'm not mad at you. (: Okaay? Getonline. :) || indah.kim || says: :) AmyTROJAN !!! says: im so sorry || indah.kim || says: don't be, AmyTROJAN !!! says: :( || indah.kim || says: it's not your fault! :) takmo sedih la, really, i don't like you sad. it makes me sad too. just twice as much. :( cheerup ok? :) AmyTROJAN !!! says: youu ! || indah.kim || says: what? O.o AmyTROJAN !!! says: im angry with myself || indah.kim || says: haha, why? ;D AmyTROJAN !!! says: whats wrong with me || indah.kim || says: ape jek! tak betol. haha, idk? lol. why? why are you mad at yourself? tell me. (: AmyTROJAN !!! says: i have hurt youu || indah.kim || says: no, not really? haha. i've hurt myself. for falling for you? heh. stupid, i knw. bt, i guess i tried to avoid it, bt failed? its ok laaaaaaaaa. (: not your fault. don't blame yourself. (: AmyTROJAN !!! says: i gave you fakes hope , thats why you fall for me so its my fault dont blame yourself blame me || indah.kim || says: no la, i should've seen it coming. it's okaay. i don't blame you. AmyTROJAN !!! says: then please dont blame yourself || indah.kim || says: there's nothing else i can do, can i? than to blame myself for the things i've done and the decisions i made? AmyTROJAN !!! says: haiz please , dont blame yourself if you keep blaming yourself , i will also blame myself for putting you n this state || indah.kim || says: can i just, for lasts, just treat you like how i used to? before it really is called for, change? AmyTROJAN !!! says: meaning ? treat like ? || indah.kim || says: nvm. AmyTROJAN !!! says: tell me || indah.kim || says: yeahh, like last time, like yesterday? haha. i mean, after this, we're done for it right. no more? so yeahh, just for the last time, just this conversation? may i? AmyTROJAN !!! says: yes you may :D || indah.kim || says: bieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee'( :'(* *hugsyoulikemad* AmyTROJAN !!! says: ahahahaaa b owh b :D you okay ? || indah.kim || says: no. :'( AmyTROJAN !!! says: can i meet you tmrrw ? || indah.kim || says: for? AmyTROJAN !!! says: i wanna spend the last time with you before everything changes i think you need a shoulder can i ? you there ? || indah.kim || says: yeahh, washed up my face in the loo just nw. buruk sey indah nanges! ewwwwwwwwwwwwwww~ haha. AmyTROJAN !!! says: ok , so can i ? || indah.kim || says: nvm la, mcm pakse gytu kan. its ok. (: i'll be fine. AmyTROJAN !!! says: sape pakse ? i tgh ikhlas ny aiyo || indah.kim || says: up to you. AmyTROJAN !!! says: i say yes you ? || indah.kim || says: well, i am gg out tmr afterall. hrms. AmyTROJAN !!! says: haiz forget it then || indah.kim || says: i mean, haha, if i want to, yeahh, i can meet you first. or 2nd? haha. up to you. (: i've got a performance at 8+ am. gedebak gedebuk, 12 i'll be home? hrms. you plan it out? AmyTROJAN !!! says: then i meet you at 1 then || indah.kim || says: yeahh, okaay. hais. AmyTROJAN !!! says: bby ! stop crying ! || indah.kim || says: :'( AmyTROJAN !!! says: youuu pleassee || indah.kim || says: i tknk you pergy.. :'( *tak pakse, kate jek.* AmyTROJAN !!! says: sape pegy ? im not going anywhere im always here for you || indah.kim || says: but you're leaving.. :'( things won't be the same again. AmyTROJAN !!! says: i dont mind if you want it to be the same you there ? || indah.kim || says: yeahyeahh, hais. i meant, yeahh? sure? if you still want it to be the same, bt if the feelings are not there anymore, then what for? right? idw to see you tied down to me if i'm not the one, i wana see you go out there, fond someone else, someone who really suits you, and can treat you better. (: AmyTROJAN !!! says: i guess that would be way in the future i dont mind lepaking with you , and accompany you thru out || indah.kim || says: jodoh, anytime boleh datang, how can you say it'd be way in the future? xD anyways, b you nanges eh tad? :( AmyTROJAN !!! says: do you know , puppy love is teens life if you are in relationship which is puppy love , you will never ast long trust me *last nanges ? ah2 i feel so bad || indah.kim || says: i know. & aiyo, don't cry la. (: AmyTROJAN !!! says: beh , ive hurt you || indah.kim || says: it's ok. (: its not like you wanted to. it just happened. hais. AmyTROJAN !!! says: haiz youuu , i wanna rest . tmrrw can i text you ? || indah.kim || says: if i get back my sim card? AmyTROJAN !!! says: please get your sim card || indah.kim || says: yeahh, i will. AmyTROJAN !!! says: and one more thing please stop cyring for the sake of me i want to see you smile || indah.kim || says: but i dont wana see you go.. :'( ugh. hais. AmyTROJAN !!! says: i not going anywhere luhh b im always be there for you if you need me seriously || indah.kim || says: you are. :'( AmyTROJAN !!! says: please just smile , for mee please || indah.kim || says: idontwant. :'( idontwanawakeupthenextday,seeingyou'renotthereanymore. :'( AmyTROJAN !!! says: can you call me nw ? || indah.kim || says: i can't even say a word except for maybe, 'wuekkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!' hee. AmyTROJAN !!! says: just call me please || indah.kim || says: hais. fine. later, when i compose myself. AmyTROJAN !!! says: alright then make sure taw || indah.kim || says: yeahh. sure. bye. AmyTROJAN !!! says: k bye my dearest cheer up beybey :D || indah.kim || says: :'( bye. *went offline.* *then online again.* AmyTROJAN !!! says: dear how you doing now ? || indah.kim || says: same.. AmyTROJAN !!! says: haizz sampai bile seyh you going to be like this ? like i told you im not leaving you || indah.kim || says: i just feel liek you are. that's all. AmyTROJAN !!! says: but im not please dont do this to yourself || indah.kim || says: i'm fine. don't worry. AmyTROJAN !!! says: then you never stop your tears it hurts me too i want to see you happy || indah.kim || says: it takes two hands to clap, it takes you and me to make me happy. hais. nvm la. (: AmyTROJAN !!! says: b , please i willing to clap alongm *along || indah.kim || says: no. if it doesn't mean anything anymore, the for what? then* AmyTROJAN !!! says: haiz okay then just do whats best for you || indah.kim || says: stay. for now. til i think i cn really be without you? i knw that's alooooot to ask fr. hais. AmyTROJAN !!! says: cool down alright ? i sure you can go without me there is other guy out there is better than me im just a jerk || indah.kim || says: wait laaaaaaaaa, slowly. idw just so abruptyly, hais. & you're not a jerk bby. (: i don't regard you as one, ever. well, retribution? haha xD what i did to you last time? yeahh, it just turned the other way round xD memanglah padan muke i niey. hais. AmyTROJAN !!! says: ape jekk taw da luhh forget about this okay ? lets move on || indah.kim || says: oh. you're leaving alrd? like officially over? haaaaaaaaaaaaais. AmyTROJAN !!! says: noooooooo || indah.kim || says: *breathe in, breathe out.* ok. AmyTROJAN !!! says: im not leaving ! || indah.kim || says: okaayokaay. AmyTROJAN !!! says: aiyooo gigit aru tawukk || indah.kim || says: ape jek. ;P AmyTROJAN !!! says: b tgh bwat ape ny ? || indah.kim || says: nothing muchhhh, hais. how do you cure sore eyes? aiyo. ahhh! stress! shit la shit. hais. anyways, yeahh, you tgh uatpe b? AmyTROJAN !!! says: eyemo ? tgh tgk gmbr takraw i || indah.kim || says: lol xD ohhh. cool. AmyTROJAN !!! says: yeahh || indah.kim || says: how was sch today? (: AmyTROJAN !!! says: best jgk uhh tk bnyk blaja || indah.kim || says: ohh, hw come? AmyTROJAN !!! says: entahh ahaha || indah.kim || says: lol xD b, b tgh buatpe niey? maseyh tgk2 gamba? hrms. AmyTROJAN !!! says: yeahhh rambot lamer i kekek uhh bile i sec 2 ngn 3 ahaha || indah.kim || says: haha, lol xD AmyTROJAN !!! says: ahahaha rambot ade jambol punyer || indah.kim || says: HUH?! hahaha xD AmyTROJAN !!! says: yeahhh ahaha || indah.kim || says: ;D youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!~ mcm tknk bobal jek? -.-' bye. AmyTROJAN !!! says: oi ape jekkk sorrry busy tgkk gmbr b esok pagy ade dance ? || indah.kim || says: hee, tak la, was just pulling your leg. (: yeapp. 6.45am must report in sch. tebiat! tsk. AmyTROJAN !!! says: perform ? || indah.kim || says: performing at about 8-9am? grrr. AmyTROJAN !!! says: at where ? || indah.kim || says: kul brape bby bangon nnt? hrms. hee, sch jek la. fr sec1 orientation. boringshit. haha. AmyTROJAN !!! says: =.= nnty ? maner i tawukk not sure || indah.kim || says: hrms. okaay. AmyTROJAN !!! says: ahaha sian b kene bgn siang go sleep go ! || indah.kim || says: slept alrd just nw, to better prepare and rest those muscle aches! grr. hee. b, imissyou. *no, dont say antg about it, bursh it off.* have you eaten? AmyTROJAN !!! says: ok yup , eaten yourself ? || indah.kim || says: mm.hmm, eaten too. AmyTROJAN !!! says: eat what ? || indah.kim || says: mee siam. hee. you? AmyTROJAN !!! says: maggie then nasy with chicken || indah.kim || says: ohhh. cool.
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