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Saturday, May 1, 2010
iloveyou,


Love - For the warmth. For the attention. & For the care you've showered.
Hello :)
was out today w ex :D
actually, i was thinking of ditching him. (hehe.)
cause mom wanted to go to Metro's Sale @ Singapore Expo.
Called adek, said he'd come later and i ought to go w them first and therefore i should call him.
Ego, I Taknak Call!
He yang ajak, He call.
;P
hehee.
it was alrd 3pm, nak kat lambat.
so i told mom, Let's Goooooooooooooo!
hehee.
Mom, apparently, took a vvvvvvvv.long time to get out of her sofa -.-'
just then, he texted. :)
told mom, either she hurry up, or i go out.
hehee.
she got lazy, and let me out instead. :D
so bus-ed to toa payoh central.
met ex and the rest.
ex kept texting me to hurry up as he was alone, hehee.
padan muke! tatau nak msg orng siang2 kan?! amek kau! ;P
hehee.
reached, someone told me off about wearing tight pants. -.-'
hehee.
he cares laah. xD
we went to the interchange, ex walking by me. :)
we talked, joked and stuffs.
he hugged me then had his hands around my shoulder after something that i said :)
hehee.
waited for the bus 163, met RK! :D
he's out of jail already! hoooooooooray!
Quote: 'Siva's Talking'
HAHA ;)
so we took the bus, as usual, i sat alone, away from everyone.
as i was just about to sit, "You, sinilah duduk ngn i."
:D
we talked, joked, irritated each other, and i poked him. (hehee.)
he shared his earpiece w me, listening to his track of songs.
arms against each other, it felt warm. :')
Gosh, his scent.
I just wanted to cry, but pulled myself together.
See, I Am Strong! :D
I was looking through his track of songs, when dorna texted me :)
was about to open the text when he pulled it away. (grr! hehe)
& he replied instead :)
Dorna; "So, you meeting bob?"
Him; "NO lah...mitin ur father...hahahaha..."
hahahahahahahaha! xD
Dorna; "Bitch! Shoooooooooooooooooooo!"
Him; "cb...i look lyke animal to u..?you the bitch...bitch..!"
hahahaha xD
cute lah sangat-sangat xD
again, i scrolled his tracks.
got bored, scrolled his pics.
he didn't mind :)
while looking @ his photos, he kept pointing out which one was him, and kept saying, "foo! hot uh!"
hahahahahahahha! xD
hee.
"You, you tawu tu hari, i tengah lepak relek2, fadhil pinjam phone i, dia send gambar liyana."
"Mane?" :(
"You gy Pictures."
"Okaay."
"Mepek sia fadhil! Dia pk i saket kuat kakak dia siol!"
"Haha, okaay."
*founds the pic.*
"Tu uh. I tengah tatau pape, aleh2 i check hp i, gamba kakak dia i peyh screensaver! Terkejot sia!"
"Haha, busted sia fadhil."
am i suppose to be sad?
shit, should have asked why he still kept the pic :(
alahai, buat bodoh laa :D
after that episode, we talked just abit more,
then i accidentally dozed off on his shoulder.
lol.
busted sia aku, dia tengah syiok2 bobal! hahahaha xD
i was Quite tired lah.
& i didn't know what to tell him, y'see?
& i don't want him to feel i setakat nak layankan ajer, tatau ape nak cakap.
Most importantly, i just wanted that moment to stay.
having him beside me, that close.
telling me the truth. :')
*sigh.
so i slept for awhile, he didn't seem to mind @ all.
woke up after 5-10mins. :)
"You nak tdo, tdo dulu."
"Okaay."
"Ngantok?"
"ah-ah"
"dah nak kat sampai pon niey you."
"Okaay then."
*stretches my neck, and legs.*
*PIAAAANGGGG! STRAINED MY CALF MUSCLES!*
"owhhhhh! :("
"asal you? saket perot?"
"no, i strained my muscle! :("
"stretch your leg."
"I am! :("
"put your leg out, & stretch."
*does so.*
& it felt so much better :)
*smiles @ him :)*
"kiwaaaak, saket perot sia."
"you makan ape tad?"
"lamb chop lah. dah macam washing machine sia perot skg."
"gy toilet dulu lah nnt."
"Okaay. Habes uh nanti."
Reached peihua sec., went to the coffeeshop opp.
he left me for the toilet.
so i sat @ the table beside where his friends w 2 of his pakcik teammates - drinking.
-.-"
RK's friend was there too, he just joined the team.
_|_ !
he was looking @ me, checking me out.
YUCK LAH. Please can? erghhh.
Rimas siol, i kept wishing inside my head, "You, cepatlah balek! :( "
wanted to text, but i didn't wanted to disturb him.
5mins later, he came back.
i was so relieved!
felt so much safer having him around.
it was like as if he knew, he took a chair and sat closely beside me, covering the whole view of me :)
seriously, the tension dissipatated.
5more minutes of their talk, we headed to the field. :)
sat w him fr awhile @ the field, then he went off to change.
nic passed me a bag of sweaters.
"Indah, nah. Jacket jaryl ngn bob."
folded them nicely into the plastic bag, shakila sat w me. :)
he came back, passed me his pants and shirt, folded em' neatly then kept it in his bag.
since his tee was still wet, placed it on his bag to dry.
he sat beside me, put his boots on.
me: *rushes to his side, like reallyyyyyyyy close*
shakila: *blank.*
me: *whispers in his ear*
me: "You, THAT'S MY PE TEACHER YOU'RE COMPETING AGAINST!"
him: "Yang mane?"
me: "That one, stretching."
him: "CHERRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!"
*both teams looked @ each other*
Mr Phua: *stares blankly*
dah malu, ape lagy aku lambai laah. lol.
Mr Phua: *waves back*
referee was late! grr.
That ticked me off abit. -.-'
him: "Bile referee siang, player lambat. Player siang, referee pulak boleh lambat."
so then he took off his boots first as the frictioned part of his toes had yet to heal from yesterday's soccer match @ FTPSS.
:(
he was placing a tissue on it when i stood up to accompany kil to the washroom.
him: "You nak gy ane?"
me: "toilet jap, teman kila :)"
him: "ah, okaay."
:)
kila did her hair, then me.
while i was on it, she suddenly started screaming.
Nic: "Oi! Asal niey?"
kila: "Ade spider :("
me: "let it be lah, it's not disturbing you right."
kila: "but it's soooo big :("
kila: "ehh, the spider living here lah, there it's web!"
me: *walking down the steps, out of the washroom*
*amir, mon, nic observes*
me: "kila, spiders don't LIVE in webs, the webs are for them to catch food kila. Only food, they don't live there :) "
kila: "but i thought ..."
nic: "HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Dah dah, you ladies go sit down quietly, kecoh!"
xD
went bck to sitting w ex!
me: "boleh tak?"
him: "boleh :)"
he didn't play the first half of the match.
he sat w his other teammates @ the front, i was w kila :)
talked some issues out w her.
*sigh.
2nd part of the match, dev didn't play.
so dev accompanied kila.
then adek came! :D
he called me, i didn't ans.
sorry adek! silent laa hp :(
adek sat w ex @ the front.
nic called me over to sit w him and the rest @ the back as kila was bz w dev laa ;)
so sat, talked abit.
then adek came to accompany me :)
hehee.
dev and kila went off first. :)
happy 1 year & 11 months to you guys! :D
the game was ending in 20mins time, ex came to me, puffed,
then we walked to his bag, he got changed and all.
i was abit bz talking to kila just before she went off, sorry ex!
didn't do half of the things i usually do for you!
hehee xD
i took out his pants from his bag, then he went to change.
he went out of the changing room, w his soccer jersey, wanting to pass it to me.
"ehh, ape aku buat niey?"
then walks away.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
selenge ;P
when the game ended, we went off first!
ex salamed everyone.
i, obviously malu(hehe), stood behind him all the way, smiled @ everyone whom he smiled.
only one indian guy smiled back. :(
one of the malay pakcik on his team even pointed @ me, and asked ex,
"Sape niey?"
"Kawan."
"Kawan ke girlfriend? cakap betul2."
"kawan laa :)" *he walks off w me*
:(
while walking towards the gate out,
me: "siang nariey jalan? selalunye lambat xD"
him: "nic uh! busted taknak bayar, tawu nak cabot je."
me: "hahahaha xD"
him: "tad i ade 2chance sia nak maen, tapy wasted uh i dah tuka."
me: "alaah, kalau you maen pon sekejap ajer, 15mins only."
him: "tu uh."
me: "nariey ramai pulak datang, selalunye sikit."
him: "tatau uh dorang niey! dorang kan hantu-hantu gembala, sekejap ade, sekejap takde. seybokk ajer!"
hahahahahahahaha xD
i lovelove talking to him y'knw?
especially when he talks about Him.
i like to listen, :)
i love to understand. :D
me: "you, pakcik tu tad siape?"
him: "my teammate lah, dia lah yg selalu bagy kite sokongan."
me: "oh ok. he pointed out at me and asked you who i was just now :( "
him: "dah selalu nampak you, tapy tak kenal you sape, dia tanye laa :)"
me: "ohkay then :/"
outside, amir and adek went to take the balls that got stuck behind the fences.
adek got in the other side of the fence w much help from nic :)
ex helped amir. :)
cute tau. hehee.
*kay indah, dah diam -.-'*
adek manage to get out on his own. (with 2pricks of cactus on his butt! HEHEE!)
nic wanted to help, he degil, taknak! haha xD
amir, ran to the gate to climb out.
he got stuck @ the top as he was afraid to jump.
amir: "BOBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB!!!!! :( TOLONG AKUU!!"
hahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahhahaha!
everyone seriously burst out laughing! hahahahahahaha xD
him: "Loncat je laa amir! Kau mcm GIRL uh!"
xD
after they got the balls, we waited for the bus 163.
i sat @ the back row w adek as seats were alrd limited!
ex sat beside me.
after the next stop, the people in front of us got off.
so nic sat in front.
ex slid to the far side of the back row of seats, where nic was sitting.
and hand signaled me to sit w him :)
so we sat tgt, shoulder to shoulder, sharing his earpiece again. :)
adek took out his maths stuffs, so i took out my notebook and pen for him to do so that i can check :D
topic was on probabilty.
adek, if you're reading this, i swear you got that question wrong! ;P
even bob agreed w me. TEEHEE!
ride home was fine and nice.
ex, closest to my left. bags on my right, then adek followed by aiman.
in front of adek and aiman was nic and amir.
yes, in a way, i had ex to myself xD
haha, but no laa, we all talked to each other in a big circle. :)
i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee his warmth!
& i loveeeeeeeeeeee today!
throughout, he was there for me. :)
aite, we're texting xD
about? i know he know, public don't.
hehee.
okaay, goodnight readers!

9:03 PM








Previously;
  • New Friend?
  • Closest.
  • A lot has happened lately :/
  • Cheated.
  • How do i do?
  • Disappointment.
  • Peace, No Hate Baby (:
  • Like a flower-It withers.
  • A day well spent with lovelies. :)- slack babehh! ...
  • E-learning day.