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Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Moving on, i'm deleting my msg-es of you, maybe pics too. (':


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Sealed w a kiss, farewell 7thNovember2008;
heyheyhey!
haha. (:
i'm soooooooooo happy.
*idkwhy,really.Lol.*
as for this first section of my post,
i would like to wish my greatest thankyou's to the person seen above,
MuhdFitri(:
honestly, we didn't last long.
even so, i am glad to say, i enjoyed and appreciated every moment spent w him.
:D
We had our proper closure longggggggggg ago~
Yet, i still kept all our text msg-es UNTIL NOW.
Haha.
It's a total of 2266msg-es :D
*fyi, that's only the inbox, belom kire sentmsges, HAHAHAHA! xD*
psy-cho.
xD
i know i know, everyone has started a new, w all their new year resolutions about 2weeks ago?
*akulambatsetapak-.-'*
but, it's never too late right?!
haha.
even though, he was the one who called it off on the
& caused all the hurt, miseries and heartache.
i didn't regret my decision getting tgt in the first place. :D
it was nice,
different from all the r/s i've been through.
he treats me awesome!
he's not so much of a man of actions,
but more of words. (:
& so when he gives a gesture, like reaching out holding your hand, or wrapping his arms around your neck, or stand real close to you,
your hair stands, your hart flutters, your stomach is then filled w butterflies.
haha!
he doesn't have to do much, just to make you feel you're special.
so it seems it was about 2years ago!
:D
bt the memories are still warm in me, kept close to heart. (:
hahahahaha xD
we're friends now.
Just not close friends. :/
*though i wish we were.*
;D
with this, i would like to end w something he taught me @ the end of last year, after my breakup.
'At this age, please do not believe what guys say to you. If they tell you they love you, it's bullshit. They just want something else in return from you, and no it's not your love. I dare say i'm not that kind of guy, especially towards you last time. I didn't even lay a finger on you. True, i did love you. But sadly, it was just for a short period of time. & i'm still sorry for breaking up w you. Whatever it is, listen to me, when boys tell you they love you, it's BULLSHIT.'
hahahahahahahahahahahahaha xD
it may not be word for word,
but you roughly get the idea, right?
:D
exie, you were the best!
(:

-sugarcoatedgoodbyes. (':
Overdue pics.

Poly Openhouse w Dorna.Kash(:


after sec1 orientation performance. (:




Boy, you make me feel so ugly. Like there's something wrong w me.
When you girl, you make me feel so gorgeous inside out. (:
& to think you both meant more than the world to me combined.
_|_
haha! K, enough. -.-'
today, me and girlfriends got exiled from english class.
bodoh punye *censorshipofname.*
so slept throughout class.
binhui macam faham.
HAHA!
she too got excluded frm the rest, tgt w me and girlfriends,
she iye iye o', took over the whiteboard, and started teaching maths to the rest who weren't 'part of the class.'
haha!
she's like damn cute!
really!
:D
sch ended, merayap satu toapayoh ngan dee. (:
ohh, just a comment i would like to pass,
no hard feelings intended readers, :D
sumpah budak-budak beatty macam faham! -.-'
me and dee were like buying bubble tea @ the bubble tea shop near beatty,
the students congregated around that area were like _|_
step sia, bobal satsat, pasal hal-hal dorang.
both chinese and malay eh.
*notbeingracistatall.*
then skaliey terserempak w *sapenamadiauh?* adek nye shafiah,
mangkuk!
jalan satsat sia depan aku ngan dorna.
mepek.
-.-'
umo maseyh adek2 laa eh, soo act your age.
me and dorna imitated her way of walking after she passed and cracked our asses!
she and her friend turned and stared, *wannabeminahsiol.*
i just stared back orh!
pk kau kecik aku takot pe?
aiyo.
people, judgement day is nearing.
repent laa~
-.-'

5:32 PM








Previously;
  • Brandon, help me w maths&bio! :(
  • boyfriend(s) are always there fr me. (:
  • Don't leave me. :'(
  • Hate To Say Goodbye.
  • keeping it all in, keeping me in one piece. (':
  • bby i mane? :(
  • He treats me best!
  • If it's the last thing i'll do, i'll wait for you....
  • It's Life. (:
  • Redo of post :D