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Wednesday, February 17, 2010
You Love Me. :( Don't do this baby, please? ;'(

Your presence, hot winks and hand gestures of hugs and kisses at me,
makes me miss you more and more. D';
Today was heart-touchingly the best day for 2010, (for now at least.)
lepak w bob, fadhil, and fadhli today. (:
i was otw home, saw them, & fadhil called for my name.
i approached em', the first thing fadhil spurt out was, 'Asal call tak angkat?'
'No sim card. Weekdays mah.'
Fadhil; 'Oh ya, lupe plk.'
Bob; 'Asal lak takde sim card?'
it goes on la. (:
all the way, fadhil and bob kept talking and talking to me? (at the same time)
haha.
in the end fadhil gave up as i kept answering bob first then him, hehe xD
as time passed by, fadhil kept nearing me,
i felt uneasy, i shift my position, sitting at the edge of the chair,
fadhli saw, & told bob, 'kesian kawan kau, smp senget dah dia duduk.'
bob; 'DEKATKANLAH! kata sayng you pe(; '
me; 'he's Not My Sayang =.=" '
bob; 'haha, sinilah, duduk dgn i. (:'
*sits w him.*
*whispers to me.* bob; 'asal you tknk duduk ngn fadhil eh?'
me; 'tknlah!'


i give up, its too long. :(
read my convo w fyrynn ok?
:D
ilovebob.~


FTS ; ` [[c=#FF209B]STARFLY`s FOREVA[/c]]. says:
Baby !
Indah.kim says:
BABY!
TODAY WAS THE BEST DAY
FTS ; ` [[c=#FF209B]STARFLY`s FOREVA[/c]]. says:
why? (:
Indah.kim says:
FOR 2010 FO ME!
well, almost la.
hais.
b,
you knw kan, bob maseyh syg and all,
hais.
but,
he masok meminang next month...
FTS ; ` [[c=#FF209B]STARFLY`s FOREVA[/c]]. says:
yaa ?
Indah.kim says:
his mom and grandmother,
dah pilihkan dia,
his childhood friend sia,
nenek dia nye kawan nye anak.
UGH!
I NAK BOB BALEK LA SIAL.
FTS ; ` [[c=#FF209B]STARFLY`s FOREVA[/c]]. says:
btol ? really ? how ya know ?
Indah.kim says:
dah nak dekat dapat sia niey!
alamak, mcm cb la.
hais.
he told me,
FTS ; ` [[c=#FF209B]STARFLY`s FOREVA[/c]]. says:
is that the reason why ?
Indah.kim says:
tadi
on the phone,
hais,
ya
before that,
i balek,
terserempak dorang2 la,
then my other ex panggil,
so i pegy la tempat dorang,
then bob was like,
'Pegy balek! Balek skg!'
i tros muke sedih sia kene gytu,
then he look up,
smiled @ me,
kidding only.
grr.
haha,
FTS ; ` [[c=#FF209B]STARFLY`s FOREVA[/c]]. says:
then then ? ! (:
Indah.kim says:
then i sit opp bob, sebelah my ex,
then like,
throughout, bob talked to me.
happy sia,!
he da tak buat buduh lagy,
actually,
at first,
i sampai my ex and bob ber rebut rebut nak bobal ngn i =.="
haha,
as usual,
i jawab bob dulu, then my ex la,
in the end my ex gave up,
LOL.
kesian,
hee,
so as i was saying,
i duduk sebelah my ex kan? bob pat depan.
so i ngn bob bobal2 la,
then his other friend, sitting beside him, talked,
so everyone looked at him instead la,
panjang nah lah cite dia,
so me and bob just look at each other instead *hehe.*
then he winked that hot wink he always does to me last time mase stead cause i'll blush like one crazy motherfucker,
HAHA.
then he kacau2 me all,
i naek malas nak layan,
i OK-kan ajerr,
he was like,
'Ok je?'
'Ah la, nak ape lagy kan?'
AND THEN!
haha,
he hug himself using both his arms,
then let go,
lift his right hand,
and kissed it,
then said, 'takde?'
while doing the actions, he said, 'hug ngan kiss takde?'
heheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
then this other friend of theirs come also,
he sat sebelah my ex,
then my ex makin lama,
makin dekat uh ngn i =.="
i rimas la kan,
so action adjust skirt, then sit at the far edge of the chair, like smpi sengetkan badan,
bob dint notice,
bt his friend beside him did, hee.
he said,
'ehh, kesian kawan kau, dah senget sia dia duduk.'
then bob look at me, terkejot then smile,
and he kacau la, =.="
'Apa mau senget?!! DEKATKAN LAH! hahahahaha xD '
i gave his this fuck face, (lol.)
then he was like,
duduk lah dekat2 ngn SAYANG you,
'he's Not My Sayang =.=" '
'haha, dah lah, sinilah duduk ngn i,
* i teragak agak,*
'sini cepat, orng da kasi tknk,'
heeeeeeeeee,
so i sat beside him,
wheeeeeeeee~
bt before that,
me and bob have this inside joke of my ex,
happens i was looking at my ex then to bob,
bob was also actually looking at my ex, then at me,
when we look at each other jek,
we started laughing like mad la sia!
HAHAHAHAHA xD
rindu sey. (':
ok, hee, so
we were like sitting,
FTS ; ` [[c=#FF209B]STARFLY`s FOREVA[/c]]. says:
da bes type nudge (:
Indah.kim says:
really close w each other,
FTS ; ` [[c=#FF209B]STARFLY`s FOREVA[/c]]. says:
i tna bace .
Indah.kim says:
cause the seat is like one seat, so we share the seat la,
i tros rindu sia, hais,
mase stead,
we always sit there, like THAT.
haha,
skaliey,
he turned to look at my face, it was like really2 close la our faces,
then he look behind me,
so i da mcm paisey, thought like he didnt want to look at me actually,
so i toleh depan je la,
when he toleh balek depan jek,
SAAAAAAAAP!
pipi i kene cubit -.-'
haha,
omg la b,
i miss him like so so much,
hais.
bt i abit saket haty la,
he tanye i,
'Yaya ade contact you?'
ugh,
asyik2 yaya,
hais.
bt nvm la :/
he kept asking me to go home,
then in the end i like stood up la, like ok fine i balek,
then nicely he said,
bukan i tknk you kat sini, i nak, i takot ibu marah nnt,
i terkejot sia dia maseyh call my mom ibu!
haha,
then i balek,
i call him,
kite bobal jap,
i tanye la pasal farah semua,
he tak suke farah uh b -.-'
tu pompan yg tergile gilekan dia!
then i just like, okla, let the matter be,
then i tanye pasal yaya,
he told me that,
yaya has been texting him,
I PUNYE YG SOT! -.-'
sial uh tu pompan, talam dua muke sia!
she kept asking bob and wanting bob to tell her about my r/s w him,
he tak suke la,
hais.
then i tego la, i ckp ngn bob i tk suke yaya for what she has done to him
then he say, like what i told yaya, niey antara i ngn dia aje, you tkya masok campo.
bukan i tknk you masok campo, bt some stuffs are just personal to me.
hee.
so like,
when i ask about his r/s w farah last time,
he tell. lol.
so from there, i dapat tangkap la,
if he really sayang the girl,
whatever happens/happened between him and that girl, is just between them only,
hais.
then after that,
he just had to break the news la,
about masok meminang next month,
eh nono!
before that,
i kept asking him,
betul tak betul dia dgn farah kwn je, cause she calls him every night -.-' ugh.
then he was like,
'betul la, nak tipu you buatpe kan? asl? you nak sgt pe i mataey ngn dia?'
me: 'ehehh! dont! you, takmolah '
hahahaha,
him: 'Hahahaha, tawu pon! (: '
ok, so when he broke the news to me,
he like,
all attention on me la
walaupon rumah dia ramai orng, orng bobal ngn dia, dia buat bodoh,
he listened to all i had to say and for my reactions.
hais.
i told him i wanted him back,
i told him,
'i nak you. '
he told me to find another guy,
i kept sayying nonono i dont want!
Indah.kim said (9:22 PM):
then he was like, why?
i said, same reason why you cant let go of yaya til now,
Indah.kim said (9:23 PM):
tros diam2 sia boboi -.-'
haha,
then, done la.
hais.
he had to go for dikir, and he told me to call him later, if i want.
baby, i want bob so badly
Indah.kim says:
dah bace b?
You have just sent a nudge.
FTS ; ` [[c=#FF209B]STARFLY`s FOREVA[/c]]. says:
kay ,
jap ~
now i nak bace all over (:
Indah.kim says:
hee, ok.
sorry eh panjangb.
FTS ; ` [[c=#FF209B]STARFLY`s FOREVA[/c]]. says:
heheheh !
sweeeeet phe bob gn you ! :]
Indah.kim says:
hee. (:
i nak dia sia!
tapy ugh!
asl sia kene masok minang!
almak, tol uh mcm cb _|_
FTS ; ` [[c=#FF209B]STARFLY`s FOREVA[/c]]. says:
asal seh nak kne msk minang ?
Indah.kim says:
his nenek nak dia ngn pompan niey,
mak dia restu,
=.="""""""""""
hais.
then ya orh,
FTS ; ` [[c=#FF209B]STARFLY`s FOREVA[/c]]. says:
then ? he like ?
Indah.kim says:
no.
he doesnt,
bt to make his mom happy,
he dengarkanlah.
FTS ; ` [[c=#FF209B]STARFLY`s FOREVA[/c]]. says:
sedeh nyerh ):
arranged marriage .
Indah.kim says:
hais.
ah2 siul.
FTS ; ` [[c=#FF209B]STARFLY`s FOREVA[/c]]. says:
then how seh ?
lagy you &bob takle msgmsg afta that .
Indah.kim says:
TU LAH SIA!
TU YG I SOT!
ugh.
nk masok minag,
next month plk tu,
cb! _|_
ugh.
b,
help me la.
what should i do to save us?
FTS ; ` [[c=#FF209B]STARFLY`s FOREVA[/c]]. says:
B ! how to help seh b ?
so difficult .
unless you buleh bubal gn mak dhe ah ?
Indah.kim says:
ugh.
how sia?
hais.
FTS ; ` [[c=#FF209B]STARFLY`s FOREVA[/c]]. says:
msg mak dhe ke ?
ajak jpe ke ?
Indah.kim says:
and then?
say what?
i love your son still, and he loves me too.
i knw its gg against your decision,
but i hope you would consider the enggagement as we're very much in love.
thats it?
=.="
FTS ; ` [[c=#FF209B]STARFLY`s FOREVA[/c]]. says:
Haaaaah !
yaaa ? (:
Indah.kim says:
omg la,
haha,
though me and his mom rapat dulu,
we're very formal sia w each other,
hais.
idk la,
i dont wana go against her.
FTS ; ` [[c=#FF209B]STARFLY`s FOREVA[/c]]. says:
then ? accept the fate ah ny ?
Indah.kim says:
NO!
i will fight.
i want to fight.
i dont want to sit on my fat ass,
wait for his texts and msges,
and hope fr the best to happen,
i NEED TO DO SMTG.
FTS ; ` [[c=#FF209B]STARFLY`s FOREVA[/c]]. says:
What are you planning to do siul b ?
Indah.kim says:
idk,
i consider yours.
dorna told me to talk him out,
to tell his mom to cancel it,
bt sanggop ke dia kecewekan mak dia?
aiyo.
FTS ; ` [[c=#FF209B]STARFLY`s FOREVA[/c]]. says:
how siul ? he snirik nak tgok his mum happy .
Indah.kim says:
tu luhh.
hais.
stress sia,
my first love pena go through this situation,
i dengarkan je, no intrest,
pk this type of things are rare,
SAP!
AMEK KAU INDAH HA!
hais.
menyesal sia!
now he's inside alrd,
hw to ask him?
aiyooooooooooo.
sot la.
FTS ; ` [[c=#FF209B]STARFLY`s FOREVA[/c]]. says:
alaaaaaaaaamak !
Indah.kim says:
i nak bob...
FTS ; ` [[c=#FF209B]STARFLY`s FOREVA[/c]]. says:
b ! you chill ah .
i kesian siul tnok you .
whatev it is , if nothing`s changing . you hve to move on babyg .
Indah.kim says:
sot sia b!
da bape lama i hold on,
makin susah situation =.="
FTS ; ` [[c=#FF209B]STARFLY`s FOREVA[/c]]. says:
kay , this is one of the dugaan .
Indah.kim says:

8:47 PM








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