7thMay2010.

For 5 months, (/3

D';

officially. :)

we're inches away.

be it in the context of inching away.

or having each other close only by inches.

i don't know.

i guess it's hard for you to make up your mind.

it's hard for me too.

harder, actually.

in less than half an hour, this day will come to an end. (thank god.)

no more living in a span of 24h, of a date which had scarred me so deep.

broke me into pieces, & collapsed my whole spirits down.

*I cannot believe i'm crying while typing this out.*

looking into your eyes, feeling your comfortable warmth, and still being showered w the love and care.

then push me away.

doesn't make it easier.

make up your mind.

it doesn't make sense no more.

Speak Up.

I'm here. I'm listening.

always have, & always will.

what are you trying to do?

what do you want from me?