So many has happpened.

Six and a half months flew by baby.

You left, for that long.

I was alone.

I only had myself to fend MYSELF.

It was weird, lying on my bed, without you.

So weird, i made sure ibu didn't turn the bed the other way round just to keep that dent you left on that side of the bed.

Heh. ;)

I made sure NOBODY else, lies down on the side of the bed you always did.

I don't know what attraction you have on me.

It's like, I can never pull away, no matter how hard i try.

I learnt, that love is immeasurable.

You can't measure Love.

:)

I know we just met just now, & that you're already sleeping, i just want you to know that,

i love you still. :)

only you.

things are, i admit, abut shaky here on my side. :/

but now that i got you back, i promise, i swear, the same mistakes wouldn't be repeated.

iloveyou. iloveyou. iloveyou.

When you looked into my eyes tonight, with your love expression masked sweetly over your face, asking me,

'Jaryl told me you asked him if i was attached? '

' Ya, i did. I heard. '

' *laughs* I'm not attached! Drpd mane you dengar niey? Aiyoo. Ade2 jek tau orang buat cerite pasal i niey '

' Sholeih bilang. His friend told him that,"eh, Bob dah att uh ngan Z... " '

' Sape sak Z... ? I msg sape sia you? Mane ade nama Z... ? Aiyoo. Hahahaha, i'm not attached lah you. '

* holds me. *

* stares @ him blankly, so damn sad inside. *

' You, really i am not attached. :)

takmu percayelah ni semua. Sikit2 nak marah, takmu percaye k? i timbang you nnt. :) '

'Hrms. Okaay. '

I continued watching the movie, he let me go later on.

:/

watching, watching, watching.

We had our hands side by side as i was lying down beside him.

Suddenly, he picked my hand up, and held it tight.

I cried. :(

You let my hand go three times, to adjust the covers and all that shizz.

But you kept searching for my hand after that, holding me closer. :')

Haha, i told myself, if you were to let go, i'm gona hold tight and not let you.

But in the end i did, and you searched my hand back to hold me. :)

See how we are?

I'm usually the determined one.

You're quiet, you keep your thoughts to yourself.

But @ the end of it all, you come back?

:'(

*sigh.

Since i was getting sleepy, fadhil was getting chatty.

I turned to your side to hug your arms like pillow to my head. :)

You turned your back to fadhil, facing me, had your head real close to my face, and you cupped my face into your hands. :')

* i'm not trying to be corny here, but hey! It DID happened. :)*

Then, you kissed me gently. :'''''''''''''''(

*waterfall.*

Sigh. Your warm lips, against mine.

How long have i not felt that?

How can i not miss that most?

:'(

I started crying really hard.

You hugged me tight, 'shhh shhh, dah sayang, takmu nanges. :) '

Then again, you let go and kissed me. :'(

Instead, i broke it off, and cuddled up so hard against your body.

' What's wrong? '

' I just wana stay here. I want to hug you longer. Let me stay here. :'( '

Hehee. Like the old days, he straightened my hair and whispered into my ears. :')

After finally breaking the embrace.

We didn't talk no more.

I had my back against him now.

Took out my cell, and typed away.

' Promise me, you'll stay this time. '

*whispers into my ear* ' I promise. '

' Show me. '

*whispers into my ear again.* ' I'll do anything for you. Whatever you want, i'll do it. '

' No. '

*Surprised* ' And then? '

' idk? haha. '

' baek uh cam gini! -.-' '

He took away my phone, and hid it under the pillows -.-'

i started crying again.

He held me tight. :)

' But, you're going to leave me again. '

' No. This time, I'm not gona. I promise you this. I'll do anything for you now. Believe me. Trust me. Please? I need you to trust me in this b. '

I just stared, in doubt.

Too late, again i was held into his tight embrace.

-.-'

Oh well.

I started acting up after that.

I was w him in the kitchen, fadhil entered, he left -.-' (idiot.)

fadhil came close, and asked me and utterly disgusting question!

Agitated, i yelled for him. 'BIEEEEEEEEEEE!'

He came running :( hehee.

But i alrd locked myself in the loo.

' asal niey b?! '

' fadhil lah! '

' ape kau buat?! '

' Takde, aku kacau dia jek. '

' Kau kacau dia ape sak? '

' Adelah. '

' B! Ape fadhil kacau you tad?! '

' I'll tell you later? '

' Okaay, laen kali takmu jerit lagy boleh b? Jiran2 semua dengar, ade nnt mangadu kat mak atau ibu, muke i nak letak mane? '

*silence on my side.*

* yada yada yaaaaaaaa, he nagged. -.-' *

after i got out of the toilet, he rushed over to me first. :)

' asal tad? '

' fadhil lah! you know what he said to me? ..........? '

' Hais. Layankan je lah you. '

' I taknak! '

' Beyh you kene jerit uh tad? '

' You please lah, i was cornered by him. He dah tanye gytu, kalau dia papekan i nnt? You tak fikir? Toilet kat sebelah jek! He could have just pushed me inside! '

' I kat sini pe. '

' Hello? Dah tolak dia boleh LOCK jek k? Beyh i cam mane?! '

' Kalau dia brani uh tarek you masok! Please lah, takmu jerit2 lagy. '

' Okaay, i was @ fault. I'm sorry. '

Then he walked out on me -.-'

But hugged me again in the living room after that.

Nyetttttt!

Hehee.

B, i tawu you rindu i sangat-sangat :)

Oh, the other fight went like this.

' WHERE WERE YOU LAST WEEK?! '

'working lah! why?'

' i texted, called, you didn't ans. :( '

'what time?'

'11 plus?'

' i dah tdo syng. i penat tau kerje. you fikir senang kerje macam i? kene amek2 botol sini sane, mix and mix and mix. Tak senang tau kerje. I kerje kat bar tau, you fikir senang? selagi customer tak balek, selagi tu kite tabley balek tau. I balek rumah, penat tau b!'

'remember we met by accident the next day? You told amir you were texting another girl the night before! Abeyh i? :'( You buat bodoh? i needed you.'

'SHE texted me b, dia nak buat kawan, i ok jek lah. Bobal jek. Salah? Salah b buat kawan?'

'i tak kate salah, you nak sngt msg, msg lah! GO! Now, go msg! You buatpe kat sini dengan i?!!'

'tengoklah! sikit2 marah. Sala i buat kawan?'

'tak salah b. Tapy kalau you lagy pentingkan buat kawan, then GO. takmu bobal ngn i kat sini.'

'b, asal niey?'

'Did you know i had three packets of contra w me and i was almost caught by the cops?'

*him - shocked.*

' what were you doing w the cigarettes?!!! You gile kepe?!!'

-

cut! explain punye explain.

We were ok after that.

Hugged, cuddled and kissed til 5.30am.

i left for home soon after.

:)

he sent me til the gate, puckered up his lips and kissed me for the last time.

just like the old days! :D

i know then, i was gona miss him.

A lot.

His line got cut, but he could still recieve calls.

& he wanted me to call. :)

ahaa, i'm gona give space.

Bye baby.

I'm glad you're back.♥