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Monday, July 26, 2010
Again.

Nightmare?
These weirdweird dreams i'm having?
These super late night deep thought?
It's irky.
God, time; please heal me.
-.-'

Last night's dream?
Me. You.
I don't know HOW the hell i got hold of your old phone, but i was holding on to it searching through.
text messages, pictures, calls, contacts, blah.
But when it cam to the videos, gosh did i just lose a grip of the whole world?
I watched that video.
I watched you.
I watched ..
With her?
What the hell?
She?
Your fvcking friend's gf?!
WHAT THE FVCKING HELL'S DREAM?
& i swore, in that dream, we were still the same. Not together-ish.
But kinda sorta ishh? -.-' (i dont make sense)
Whatever, but even in dreams, i could still feel myself, centred.
Like left alone, while the strings that holds me down to earth, detaches one by one.
& when all's done, here i am again.
Still.
Same, not moving.
Regardless asleep or awake,
Why do these shits still haunt me?

I think i've lost all connections on earth :/
I barely talk about how i feel to anyone anymore.
Hah, please.
I know it's a bore to listen to the same ol'shiz.
So i guess i'll be updating and filling in more here on blog.
Since it feels like the keyboard's listen. :)
Will private this site soon.
Cause before i go bonka's w my dreams, and my life, i better set aside a lifeguard where i can always pour it all out w/out being judged.
:)

8:22 PM








Previously;
  • Read me.
  • DSA submitted!
  • Kinda alone.
  • You. Bring up a smile in me. :D
  • So i thought i saw you.. with someone else.
  • I lost. It's been a month now. Time flew?
  • I love the way you lie.
  • A1's.
  • Happy Happy You!Like it wasn't enough.
  • Love; 4e5.