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Indahkim Going Sixteen. & I wish to go to College after O's. Please pray for me! :) ♥everything moves, nothing stays. Tumblr me? Friday, July 16, 2010
So i thought i saw you.. with someone else.  But what if he who holds it, doesn't want to unlock it? Do pardon me for these emotional posts i've been posting up lately. Must've been due to ms or that fever that's still eating my brains out. I'm still coughing like mad, though my airways are abit cleared. But my throat's just, sore. & itchy. Give it cough medication, it'd just burn down my throat. :( So anyways, nothing much happened in school. Studied. Did trial papers for listening compre MT. Scored 20/20 for the 1st one, & 18/20 for the 2nd one. ERGH! Later today, I had my maths mock-examinations, Paper 1. I think I did fairly okaay? My target score is an A! (wishful thinking much eh? xD) So after all the thrill in studying for the whole morning. Many of my brain cells died -.-' (hahahaha!) So to prevent the overload of information glued into my head, thoughts just flitted into somewhere else. somewhere, i've always been prying myself away from ever since. :'( ahaa, crybaby. ;) But it was kinda ok , nobody in the bus stared:) Also, when i got home. Though mom nagged as I was home late (ergh! i thrusted the mock exams letter of information to her btw, that shut her up abit, hehee!) She then left me alone. So, again, being that crybaby that i'm so popular known to be as, i just sat in my empty bedroom, and just wallowed. Yes, indeed. Very pathetic. -.-' I don't know man! I just don't know why! I just feel sooooooo sad and empty, coming home everyday to my bedroom, seeing that same empty space knowing it can never be filled again on that side of the bed again. :( i know many would prolly be thinking, "omg! its about her bed again! did she had sex or something?! :O " can you guys don't be so much of a peanutbrain? -.-' I did not. *sigh. After all that heavy and heaving cries, i lulled myself to sleep. When i woke up, still groggy. I went to my window and looked out. It was dark already. There, crossing the road, was this guy in tapered pants w white ite shirt and slippers. With a girl in some skimpy purple dress. Crossing the road together. Guy, kept playing jokes on her, attempting to cross when there was ongoing traffic. Girl, kept screaming her head off while tugging so hard @ him. When they got to the other side, Guy hugged her tight and poked her cheeks. They smiled, looking so happy together, and walked away. :) sweet isn't it?
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