I am haaaaaaaaappy. :) *lie.*

Well, almost?

No progress in anything subjective, but i think i'm getting better these few days though. Hoho.

Mama Bong makes me so happy! Haha, she calls me Mama Bob or Mama Bomb. Hoho;) She's my desk partner btw. Though we don't hang out together everyday after school, and she's not like my BFF(though it would be nice if she was actually! :D) We're actually always there for each other. Well, the friendship and trust didn't actually just started like TADAH. It took effort and time for us to trust each other:) Earlier this year, whenever she cries after a dispute w Papa Bong, she'd usually keep it to herself and not tell me. She'll carry lopsided smile throughout class and tear while texting Papa Bong. Though i knew I didn't know what was going on and I prolly didn't understand anything at all back then, I still comforted her and made silly jokes to cheer her up! :) So, it has always been that way. Recently(not very), she fills me in w all the details of her and Papa Bong! Love it Love it! Hahaha xD It's so much easier now that i can just ransack her files in her cell and find out more about her and Papa Bong! Hahaha, she hides these folders though, hoho. & everytime she does, I WILL manage to find it! :D

Why I love her? She jokes w me. Studies w me. Shares w me. It's so easy being myself around her. She doesn't judge me. :) Most of all, she's always there for me. :')

She's not my BFF, but she makes a great friend! She doesn't need to call me everyday like how BFF's do, cause whatever she's done, is far more than enough for me.

A great listener, she catches me everytime I'm about to fall. :( People hear my stories. They sympathise, and wish all the best for me. & move on w it.

I'm not trying to cling on to anything, but it's always very very nice to know that something is always a part of you.It's nice to be respected for the way you are, even if half of yourself is actually a part of someone else who's no longer.

Yesterday, I cried silently in class. Everyone was busy doing their stuffs, including Mama Bong.

But given less than a minute, Mama Bong was already there to whip me up from tears. Haha. I love her subtle and caring approach. (which i'd just simply deny all the way that i was crying) then she'd go, "is it because of _ _ _? Ehh, TELL ME! Ohh, what happened?" Instantly, all ears on me:)

It feels so good to finally shed it out on someone who listens and cheers you up after that. (without trying too hard or sorts?) It feels so natural, makes you lively all over again. Hahaha, I love the way she shouts Mama Bob at me xD

Thankyou so much Jia Xin. :) To a million pieces, I love and appreciate you so much! Best partner ever! :D

Besides my dear Mama Bong, things are starting to get better between me and D. It's fallen alright, like a flat land of .. nothing.

But we're building it up. Again. :)

Some things doesn't change though, like me being so ego, and D being the one who's always always trying so hard to be there. Hehee.

I've got no expectations in this friendship.

Weird how boys usually rip a friendship apart, as ours just brought us closer. :)

ANYWAYS!

ON THE LIGHTEST NOTE. :)

Here are a few results and improvements i made from CA2 to Mock-Exams :)

Maths Paper 1 = C6 to B3 :D

POA = F9 to B4 :)

The rest, i have yet to recieve. Hoho.

Alright indaaaaaaaahh! Just push yourself a bit more, and you'll get your A's just like how you've been wishing for. ;)

Come on, It's not too late! Keep pushing onnnnnnnnnnnn:DDD