If you guys have been updating yourself w my twitter account,

you might have figured out me and ... are in good terms now :D

so actually, yest night.

i craved to talked to ...

wanting to wish him all the best for today's results.

I was scared.

if he was still mad at me):

Fyrynn talked me out of it. (:

she gave me the confidence and courage i needed.

& she reminded me of a line my mom tells me for every break up i go through.

Especially with first love that time. :'(

In english, If it's fated to be, it won't go anywhere. It will come back to you one day.

& she wants me to hold on by that.

Thanks! :D

I will(:

still, i hessitated, if i should still go on and text or not.

fyrynn promised to be w me when the time comes i msg-es him, so that if antg bad happens, she'll catch me as i fall. (:

dah sudah, tkya nak awwww ngan aku. kata kawan mah.

adek went online and talked to me.

& so i asked.

he said the exact same thing as fyrynn,

hee.

korang dua niey macam da plan2 gytu eh! (;

i finally manage to pluck that courage out of me, and went for it.

he didn't reply. :(

or at least for about an hour?

during that hour, it felt like waiting sooooooooo long for just a reply.

& i wish he won't reply anymore.

as it like took him a long time to?

Then adek called me, he was about to call ... wanting to ask some stuffs.

he secretly, smuggled me into the convo, i muted my phone during the confrence.

his voice ........

it instantly mended that hole in my chest(':

his character still shines(':

just and exactly the way i last heard him. (':

i was so happy, i cried tears of joy.

though i wasn't meant to be in the convo, i felt a part of it. (':

like how i always feel like he's a part of me:(

laughed my head off for the jokes he made.

haha!

after they hung up, adek talked to me for awhile. (:

i think it was his first time hearing my voice soooooooooooooo happy it felt like i was floating!

literally.

hehe.

dee, now i know how you feel. really. haha ;D

after that call, he finally replied my text.

nicely.

(:

then i kinda kurang aja at him =.="

but play2 only la.

then he called me bodoh.

basket betul! haha.

nvm, can take joke(:

then we joked w each other. (;

hehe.

BOB THE BUILDER!

hee.

the yellow boots proves it!

Haha. You know, I know. (;

Some people know, Most people don't. :D

Aite, shall stop here.

KPO eh nak tahu apa kite bobal?

HAHA! PRASAN SIOL AKU!! xD

ok, bye!

hee. fitri, curi lagu kau jap ehh. HUAKK!*

*This time, you had your chance in asking me a question.