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Indahkim Going Sixteen. & I wish to go to College after O's. Please pray for me! :) ♥everything moves, nothing stays. Tumblr me? Thursday, December 31, 2009
previous updates. 28thDecember2009  LOOK AT MY EYES! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA xD _|_  Goodnight ToaPayoh! I'm home. (:  27thDecember2009 below.     muke kul 3-4 pagy, so excuse me. Hehee.    Midnight Slacks. Went out w aunt and uncle to expo. (: saw shabil there. hot jugak eh kau bro?! haha xD after that, went sheng shiong, got some foodstuffs. Uncle got for me two Big Bars of chocolate~ I SUKE I SUKE! Hehee. (: went home, watched a midnight movie tgt2. Scary tau! Halloween 2 if i'm not wrong. But style sia the show. uncle damn funny sia! haha. there was this part, the policeman was like, 'HOLD YOU FIRES!' it was lip synched, no voiceover. uncle was like, 'Ah tu tengok! Dia kata fuckYou lagyk! hahaahhaha xD' 'Ape jek! Hold you fires la! asl boleh jek!' aunt and haniz laughed like crazy! hahahahahahahaha xD after the movie, haniz got sleep, nak tdo. i was still fresh, nak lepak :( so i went out jap, amek angin, came back. she da siap2 =.=" haha. so change of plans, she teman me out to slack. went to this open spaced corridor. smoked, listen to songs, arte chocos and pea keropoks *nice tau! haha. as usual, i emo :( lol. haniz, wrote up smtg fr idzy. (: hope you two kawan2 baek je la k? tkmo gado2 (: i sayang due2! then skaliet secuirity came! haha! he was like, 'what are you doing here?' 'Please, throw your food litters and cigg buds.' i ignored. haniz layankan je. haha xD kekek siol. tak obvious ke kite underage smokers? lol. biarkan uh, he takde authority pon. then after that, we went home. da penat, teros gone. (: 26thDecember2009 below.           NurHakimBinMohdZakir♥ Texted him at 12am. (: Talked and talked, finally decided to meet him at Pasir Ris! hehee. @blk 104, directly in front of 199, my old house. So happy! haha. He had a christmas party at his friend's hs at blk 107(: Me and cuzzy headed out of the hs at about 12.30am She had to pee so bad, we went to the loo at the police station first. -.-' haha. she pandai2, go to the 3rd floor for toilet! locked. =.=" went down, & the toilet at the 1st floor was actually available -.-' pundehh. HAHA ;D we were walking under blk 104 when he called. Hee! His voice! :D 'Hello, you ktne niey?' 'Blk 104. You ktne?' 'Kat garden dia, you jalan depan jek ok?' 'Huh? Mane?' *step tatau, padehal2 -.-' i wanted to hear his voice la :( 'japjap, kawan i bobal ngn you.' 'ok.' 'hello? kau katne?' 'nga jalan la niey, da kat carpark.' 'Oh! Tu eh kau? Yg dua orng tu?' 'Ah.' 'Ah ok, bye.' Saw two mamats looking at me and haniz like chikopeks -.-' ie, bob and friend. Haha. Came, sat, talked. *sigh. Sad ok? :( Bob salam-ed me like normal. No more like last time. Bt ok la, at least he salam-ed me, he didn't even salam haniz, Juts knuckle-punch. Huhu xD haniz peyh orng pon tak suke salam2 laki actually. (; i was actually taken aback by the salam, i just shut the fuck up :( Hi friend, Nicholas was nice and funny. Haniz talked and all. i listened. UGH! SHE MADE ME WANA KILL HER! =.=" 'kate nak jumpe dia sgt, bobal laa.' 'dia da kat depan mate niey tknk bobal ke?' 'dah bawak camera, kata nak amek gamba ngan dia, amek la.' GRRRRRRR~ & he just HAD TO add to that =.=" 'Tu uh. Da datang jaoh2, tknk bobal. Bobal laa.' Me : 'Hie. (:' 'Oh, hello. (:' Haniz: 'Tu jek?' Nicholas: 'Bob, bobal la. Jangan sampai aku tarik dia(haniz) pegy satu corner, aku ngn dia bobal2, kau ngan indah dorang je tau.' 'Lek2! Nga nak bobal niey.' the their friends called on them, they walked over. I turned back, bawled my eyes out. :'( Haniz told me to let it all out, & i did. i told her hw i felt. i tak biasa salam tangan gytu AJER. i tak biasa duduk jauh! he sat like one seat away frm me! i tak biasa bobal, pandang muka dia drpd jaoh gytu. & i wanted him back! :'( yeahh, i got a nagging frm her =.=" haha. bt she was right la, (: after the nag, she passed me one cigg, i was still crying abit, then he came. w Nicholas. they sat opp me again. i was still staring at the cigg, to take or not to take? haniz was like, 'Amek.' *muke da sot* i looked at the cigg, then to him. he looked at me, then to the cigg. 'amek je la you.' gosh, his face. :'( idk hw to explain, only god knows hw i felt when i saw that face. i took the cigg, haniz digged into her bag for the lighter. him: *passes me his lighter, w that smile again' me: *takes the lighter, turns back, lit up the ciggy, passes him back the lighter' me: Thanks. :/ *crooked smile, looks down* him: *smiles at me w that honeycomb texture,* him: Sama-sama (: really, i wanted to cry some more, bt ignore. then VINODH STARTED LAUGHING! hehee. everyone started laughing like shit! haha xD haniz da tabley tahan. he laugh like hyeena la sia! lol xD Kamal, da tabley angkat, barang flat on the floor w earpiece, look up at the sky. when asked what he was doing, he said he was looking at the stars, Haniz laugh her ass off! haha. (; Parvish came to sit beside me, he looked at me via his left side of his face, 'So, what brings you here?' 'Boredom.' *acting cool. 'What brings you here?' 'Boredom.' *still acting cool, not giving in. Dalam hati, BOB LA! DURH. Hahahahahahahaha xD Parvish: 'EHH! YOU SMOKE?!!!' Bob: 'Then what's that in her hand you tell me?!' Parvish: 'I didn't know sia! *shocked* Since when you smoke?' Me: *smiles sheepishly. =.=" aku pathetic. -.-' oh, readers, if you're keen to know that ans to when, haha xD Since p4 or p5 if i'm not mistaken. all thanks to abang wan la -.-' teach all the wrong stuffs! haha~ no la, not putting blames here. :D i love my abang wan ok?! (; oh btw nicholas gave us this HUGE coke zero bottle fr me and haniz to share. after drinking abit, haniz passed bck the bottle to bob, 'Nah, tak sedap.' 'oitt~! barang free! mana tak sedap?' HAHAHAHAHA xD i love him, funny as always. lol xD we talked abit. this part, :'( 'you balek mane nnt?' 'rumah changi.' 'apenye? tak dengar? lembut naaah sure dia oi~ (:' *he says this damn softly bck at me, hee. 'rumah changi (: ' 'ohh, okaay.' 'lepas niey you gy ane?' 'tunggu first bus, then balek la. asal?' 'tanye jek, tk gy soccer training?' 'Malas la. penat. besok ade rewang lagy.' 'rewang ktne?' 'tampines.' 'oh, ok.' 'you tk msg sayang you?' *his cheeky expression. 'sape?' *blurr sotong habes -.-' 'Fadhil la, sape lagy? hehe.' *OMG, HE'S(bob) SO CUTE! haha. 'Tak la, i tkde no. dia pon. nak msg dia buatpe?' 'ah, iyerr.' *sniggers. hehe, cutee(; 'beyh you, tak gy jumpe sayang you?' 'sape?' 'yaya.' 'jumpe, jap lagy niey. lepas niey, i gy jumpe dia la niey.' 'oh. okaay.' *muke chill jek eh. skt pon tk pasal. 'hehe. dia yg tanye, dia yg saket hati balek-baleknye.' 'sape saket hati? ape jek.' 'dah sudah, takmo nak tipu2 ngn i. hehe.' *Gosh his face again :'( *jeling at him, look away. hais. went off at about 2.45am? 'you, i balek dulu.' 'okaay. (: apape msg. (: ' Haniz: 'haa! dengar tu! apape msg!' me: *still looking at him. me: 'eheh, asal aku plk kene msg dia dulu? dialah msg aku! hmphs.' HIS FACE! Haha. sumpah cute. Dah kalah kan? hehee. when we were over at the next blk, he and someone shouted BYE! haha xD & the other mats at the opp pondok said by to us too, thought they might be his friends, i said bye back. (: kinda ngeri everyone knew who and why i was there =.=" btw, adek was there too. Drunk like shit alrd =.=" reached changi at 3.05am haniz balek knockout, tdo macam babi. played wrestling in her sleep i guess. =.=" haha! she kicked the cabinet siol! & i accidentally stepped on her hair when she was sleeping. Tak bangon sia niey babi! haha xD couldn't sleep sia :( cried and cried. it felt too obvious and too much fr me, we were no longer, no more. :'( i gave in to my ego finally, & texted him. normal conversation, until he called me syng again :'( i broke down on him, told him everythingggggggggggggggggggg~ that i couldn't take it & i didn't like how i was treated :'( hais. he consoled me.. ;'( b, you sorang je sia yg put up w me for all these past months. ;'( hais. so readers, sorry for the long post. Juts to let you knw, it was worth it fr you reading, haha. (; cause he's coming back to me baby! :D idk when, but he is. but, i'm afraid, he said, 'tapy, kalau kite takde jodoh, you have to accept it.' ;'( b, i sedih sia b! cume tuhan je la tahu betape sayangnye i kat you. betape rindunye i kat you. betapa i perlukan diri you. i taknak sape-sape lagy, i nak you. ;'( sambil tunggu, i belajar. no replacements. sorry. :') 25thDecember2009 below.   Tak lawa uh. grr. Hehe.     Cuzzy says i look funny, do i? :(     @bbq pit, entertaining Danish! (: Will upload the vid soon! :D   I swear this pic was NOT edited. Nice kan? Was at the beach when i looked up, & saw this(: Grabbed my cam and, CLICK! :D  Danish laa~ Cute kan? (:  ADAM! Haha. Embah nicknamed him that(;     Christmas w Fam & Him. (: & so today, he texted me at 11.50pm. I replied at 12.05am huhu xD sorry! was cooking up fr haniz pita bread as she was over at my place(: he wished me merry christmas(: oitt! I NAK PRESENT DULU! Hehee. woke up at 11am, bathed, got ready, went out w haniz to embah's crib first. Uncle and Baby Danish was there alrd. (: Played w him and such! Cute bangaaaaaat dehh~ :D Then off we went to Pasir Ris Beach. All the pits were alrd occupied. So we headed back to haniz's hs, Quarters. Booked a BBQ pit there, & BBQ-ed. After BBQ-ing, went home. Abang wan's gf came over, & i said Hello w such enthusiast! Haha. Everyone said i sounded SO FAKE =.='' But that's me laa! haha. Uncle kept disturbing me w that. 'HELLO NURUL!' 'I'M BACK!' 'GOODNIGHT NURUL!' 'GOODMORNING NURUL!' 'BYE NURUL!' Hahahahahahahahahaha xD Kecoh. But I Love My Aunt's Family. :D Only God Knows How Much. (: 24thDec2009. below.              Day Spent With Haniz. Met her at TPC. Got our hairs cut. (: & eyebrows done. I Love It! LOVE IT LOVE ITTTTT~ :D She crashed over my place. Ate tulang merah! Yumm~ Camwhored like a bitch. Haha. Oh btw, last night, i texted him, & he only replied me today. We texted for a few hours. (: & he asked me to tag along w hima nd his friends at clark quay. Lol. Sorry baby! I alrd had plans today :( psst, he loves me too. :D
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