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Indahkim Going Sixteen. & I wish to go to College after O's. Please pray for me! :) ♥everything moves, nothing stays. Tumblr me? Friday, January 22, 2010
Where's our path taking us?  What we had, was like Jay & Beyonce`. School was fine today. Met dil @ about 3+. Yaqin came at 4+, bm. took 59 w dil&yaqin, met el in the bus. :D dropped off w dil to his gm's hs. yaqin was off to work. & el, home. was waiting under dil's gm's hs, when a police car parked right in front of me &just for the record, i had a packet of marl red contra in front of me, on the table. ( DIL'S ciggs BTW! Ugh. >:@ ) Two policemen and one policewomen emerged out of teh car, headint towards my direction. GOD I SWEAR THAT WAS NERVE-RACKING! hid the ciggs beneath my tee, stupid policeman stared @ me. =.=" i smiled, he gave me a fuckface. cb lu! _|_ when dil finally came down, i was still shivering out of fear. *hee.* & i was comforted w a hug. *just a hug, no adjectives to go w it -.-' haha.* slacked @ tpy roof, cracked out ass-es off, dil was being so funny! ;D afterwhich, @ 6.38pm, headed to tpy interchange. saw mama there~! wheeeeeeee. Hee. :D Then dil took 26 to dk pract, i headed home boarding the bus, 235. i'm exhausted, goodbye readers. (: I knw you're pushing me away. & I know you don't want me anymore. I totally understand the intention of pushing your friend towards me. But just so you know, I'm not falling for it. Neither am i falling for your friend. Cause i know, between me and him, there can never be more than friends. In less than a month, You've changed your ways towards me. Drastically. Empty promises. Empty words. Lies. Was that all that you were all about? Tell me. Straight in my face. That you don't want me anymore. Tell me. Straight in the face. That this is going nowhere anymore. Tell me. Straight in the face. I was never good enough for you in the first place. Tell me. Straight in the face. There was no love, I was just another object. Tell me. Straight in the face. I was never the one. Never the oner. I don't wana hear you, telling me, 'bukan i tak sayang, i sayang, cume prangai you jek la.' It tears me apart hearing this, bt hey! Isn't that suppose to be a part of what love is? Being comfortable in our own skin? In each other's skin? How is it said to be childish, when a girl is just being happy? ;( & so they say, opposite attracts. Seemingly, we repelled. Are we similar? I'm not demanding for ans, But if it's a closure you're looking for in this, I seek we do it proper. & not leave me hanging, w empty promises. Empty words. It's Utterly Pointless pushing your friends to me. I'm not gona fall again. Pointless making your friends rub it into my face, to delete stuffs of what we had in my phone. Utterly pointless if proper closure has not been seeked. Done by the both of us, face to face. & no other party is to be involved. You Started All This, surprisingly, You Want To End It. Then You do it, Not Your Friends. I urge you, Stop all this. The ball's in your court, I've played my part, It's your turn now. Labels: Face me in the eye.
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