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Indahkim Going Sixteen. & I wish to go to College after O's. Please pray for me! :) ♥everything moves, nothing stays. Tumblr me? Saturday, February 27, 2010
it hurts, ;( Mendaki-ed. Slept. Woke up. Bawled my eyes out. :( It has only been 11weeks. Why does it feel so long then? ;( You said i've changed. But isn't that what you've always wanted me to? To mature? Become less kiddy? & i did. I'm becoming more like yaya? Like how? *sigh. You wanted me to change, and when i alrd have, you say it's not worth changing myself just for someone else. Why isn't it worth then? If that someone is the person whom i love, why not? Aren't our loved ones always the ones who wants the best for us? You know me better than i do. My flaws. Everything. You name it. You know it. You were always there, to correct and change me. Taught me right from wrong and led the light for me to follow. But when you left, the light dimmed. I felt that i lost myself. Until 11weeks ago, i remembered how being heppy felt. Now, i don't know anymore. ;'( How does it really feel to be happy? O.o If you're saying that i've changed so much and that you don't know me anymore, It's because of you. You took a part of me w you when you left, & threw it away like it didn't mean a shit. I don't want this. I shouldn't have in the first place. But it's too late now, I've lost you;
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