school was such a bore today!

stupid course!

not fucking worth it la cb!

it was definite waste of money, & no it did not taught me how to save up more -.-'

stupidddddddddd!

i had to sacrifise dance for that!

what pathetic shit?!

ughh.

_|_

anyways, my right eye has been swollen since yesterday i don't know why :(

so i guess that explains my disappearance from block merah for the week ha?

i miss ... too too much! ;'(

*sigh.

dee was singing the song 'Everywhere - Michelle Branch' in bio practical.

i couldn't help but break down,

hands held to my chest, i cried.

cause dearest, this fragile little heart still beats for you.

;'(

thanks tang & dee, for the v.warm hug both of you gave!

see, my babygirls always catch me when i fall.

:D

ohh! i think jia xin is damn funny! hehee :)

that's about it for my day, ;)

so here's the last note i'd like to end my post with,

you know zico, it's not that i don't like you, i do.

& i know you like me too, very much you do. (you idiot -.-')

before it's too late, before you really-really fall for me,

just to let you know,

you're not for me.

i'm sorry to be straight forward,

i tried.

to grow the same feeling you have for me to you.

but i can't.

no matter how much i get mad at him,

no matter how much you say bad about him,

it's still him whom i'm looking for.

not you,

not anybody else.

i'm not being selfish,

everybody gets a chance to try to win my heart again,

but sadly, no one has.

;)