yes, i love him.

:)

only him,

sorry boys :/

anyways, today was awesome baby!

couldn't have been better.

you know, sometimes i love how things just fall into place,

everything feels so..

neat. :D

came late for mendaki today, hehe.

reached hougang sec @ 10am,

first period ends @ 10.30am,

since that was the case, slacked w bro outside school,

tangkap asap jap semua,

walked back to school @ 10.40am :)

terkial-kial pe members caryk aku?!

hehe,

otw to hougang sec, in the bus, fadhil actually called me, saying there was a soccer match this afternoon and that he asked me along, i said see first. :)

afte mendaki, hui yi called me,

saying danceworks was @ tpc @ 1pm-3pm,

so rushed down tpc, watched.

cool la! :D

home-d @ 2.50pm,

fadhil tak msg msg, so texted daging, miss him alot siol!

wanted to meet up,

he ajak me go his friend's bdae party :)

dah siap2 semua, nak kua umah,

sap! fadhil call -.-'

so change plans, jumpe bob ngan fadhil kat block merah,

then chao to braddell mrt,

took the same mrt cabin w the rest, parvish, shakila, dev, vinodh, jaryl & aliff.

:D

they didn't see me behinf bob @ first,

then the train started to clear abit(cause it was really crowded @ first),

shakila stared @ me (lol)

then i smiled @ her, she pointed at me and talked to dev,

'ehh! that one bob's gf right?'

dalam hati, ' =.=" alamak dekni!'

HAHA xD

i looked away, then looked back at them,

someone(i forget who), asked;

'Deyy! Ya'll patch alrd ahh?!! :O'

HAHA!

i straight away said, NO! lol.

but bob whispered something to him though, hrms.

oh oh!

hear this, haha,

bob cute!

hehe.

he was holding the arm thingy thing, y'knw?

that thing hanging down on the middle of the cabin?

ah, ya ya! that thing! (lol, i sound pathetic here, hehe.)

he was standing beside me la, while holding that,

he sneakily took peeps at me, and tighten up his biceps -.-'

bitch!

aksyen siul kau bob!

HAHAHAHAHA xD

i gave him that fuck face he hates most, hehe,

'eh eh! you don't give me that face eh!'

'hehehehehe xD'

parvish was really quiet today, claimed he was tired,

but i know something's up,

just don't know what,

hais. :(

i miss you da bro.

alighted @ sembawang,

bob was maty2 like,

'eh eh you, JANGAN TURUN EH. You duduk sini diam2! Jangan ikot!'

'ahh, ok, bye bob! :D'

'Bye you! :D'

*waves @ each other*

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA xD

hilarious!

parvish called me out in the end, hand signed me to alight, lol.

'Oi! Apesal niey kua?! Duduk lah kat dalam! HAHA.'

' :) '

was going down the stairs when bob asked sjakila for plaster,

'ade plaster?'

'huh? takde. kau nka plastic buatpe?'

'HUH? PLASTIC?! Orng cakap plaster dia plastic! Aku nak buatpe siol ngan plastic?!'

'hahahaha, eh boleh pe, kau bandage la kaki kau'

*passes teh plaster*

'ehh! twitty bird! ah, that's it alrd la, we gon' win the game, i twitty bird what today'

dev - 'ah ya bob, you take out your specs now,'

'ehh dey, don't da! don't talk about my eyes!'

'what? your eyes big what, like twitty bird alrd.'

HAHAHAHAHA xD

cute la korang! :)

idk why, i suddenly had a feeling i'd see lala,

& bang!

there she was, standing w ramsy just at admiralty mrt station.

& YESSA, I WAS WALKING REAL CLOSE W BOB WHEN SHE SAW ME.

_|_

hahahahaha, ok tkde link -.-"

i was like, terkejot sia.

was walking happy2, joke2 semua,

toleh sebelah, muka kau kelua, tgh tgk aku,

aku tgk balek la, tros kau senyum,

ah, aku senyum balek la,

tros ramsy tgk aku, pastu tgk bawah.

aku buat bodoh je la, pk takde pape, saje2 je.

check2, baru2 je niey aku call el,

dah lah, aku dah malas nak layan.

lagy aku layankan, lagy bob bebel lak kat aku -.-'

hehe.

*& i knw you were checking out me & bob ;D*

i tugged on bob, poiting lala and ramsy out,

since they were still looking at me and bob, i pulled bob into 7-11,

'Asal you?'

'You! You ingat tak? About el? Her cousin and her bf, the not happy w you incident, & the caryk pasal w me incident?'

'Ah ah, asal?'

'Tu dorang!~ :O'

(hahaha! ape ajer aku niey xD)

'Mane?! Tad tu?'

'Ah ah'

we went out of 7-11, talk2 w parvish outside,

bob - 'ehh, you see that guy not?' *points out to ramsy*

*lala toleh*

'which one? black shirt?'

'ah. eh no, grey, that one that one!'

*still pointing* -.-' haha

'ya, why?'

'drug addict siol!'

hahahahaha xD idk why, i find this cute!

cause he's not the type of person who mengumpats,

& when he does,

it's so cute and hilarious! ;DDD

talk2 w them, nic later joined us,

afterwhich went 7-11 w bob, bought for him a bottle of mineral water for his match later,

lala and ramsy jalan-ed 5mins after that fyi.

lepas ramai2 semua dah datang,

we proceed to the opp bus stop,

we took one of bob's friends van to Sembawang Sec :D

fun fun fun!

hahahahaha,

bob gayed w fadhil last night!

haha, mcm2 lah happen last night the ton,

too funny alrd!

haha xD

alighted @ sembawang sec, entered the soccer field gates,

sat down, watch them change, warm up, played the game, blaah~

shakila came and sat beside me :D

she was freaking out so much for there were a colony of ants around, LOL!

but for my sake, she continued sitting w me :)

aww.

haha, sweet la you! :)

bob sat in front of me, and changed,

from his pants, shirt, socks, boots, semua la.

& yeahh, he told me to hold stuffs fr him, & help him w

ie;

'you, tolong pegangkan.'

'you, simpankan niey.'

'you, amekkan cermin mate i dalam bag.'

i liked it somehow, hehe :)

then shakila butted in, 'Do you HAVE TO do all these for him?'

i just smiled at her. :)

i know i'm younger, but no offence, i feel a tad more matured than her, :)

& that i feel, she has yet to feel and realise what love truly is,

cause darling, it's not all sweet and manje2 you knw,

there's way moreeeeeeeeeeeee to that idk where to start! :)

haha,

so after getting all his stuffs done up and all, adjusting his plaster, ensuring no leaves gets into his socks -.-' , folded all his pants and tee, & bebel to myself; 'nnt kan ade dikir! lipat lah betol2, tenyeh2 gini, ronyok lah nnt!'

HAHAHAHA xD tak betol sia aku -.-'

but true lah, i asked myself too, why am i still doing all this fr him?

hais. :(

after settling for him, parvish plk.

haha,

but parvish stakat jagekan phone and wallet, beg dia letak je, lol.

senang uh jage laki laen!

kau sorang je tau bob!

hehe xD

but no prob la, tak menyusahkan pun :)

they had their match,

bob only played first half,

then he sat beside me,

mengomel -.-'

'bingit siol!'

HAHA xD

idk what to say, i let him rant, i just listen iyekan je, haha xD

then he went away sat w his friends, then came back -.-'

while watching the match, me and shakila camwhored.

haha! macam orang giler sia amek gamba!

hehee xD

tak betol.

bob- 'Oi, korang boleh diam tak? Memekak uh!'

hehee. mek kau! ;P

during the match, the ball was coming towards this small boy's direction,

parvish was chasing after the ball, he saw the kid, and tried to withdraw,

but there was someone else behind him chasing the ball too,

so he had to just go for the ball,

sadly, he accidentally stepped on the little boy's feet :(

the boy cried la!

he's only 2years old, & he's fucking cute!

his elder bro, primary2, tried to console and all, *aww, hehe.*

fadhil- 'eh, budak tu nanges uh.'

me- 'huh? ehh! ikot aku uh dil, aku nk gy pujuk uh.'

fadhil- 'pergy je la, gy ngn shakila.'

i stood up, went up to him, pujuk,

cute laa~

told him later abah come, don't cry

he still cried,

then i ajak him, 'come, ikot kakak gy kedai nak tak? takmo nanges dahh :)'

he still majok, nanges, push me away -.-'

haha!

knowing prangai bdk2 camne, i biarkan jek,

shakila was like, 'ehh, dia masih nanges la.'

'biarkan, budak, angin, jap agy ok la.'

2mins later,

shakila- 'ehh, dia dah diam la.'

me- 'dah cakap.'

haha ;)

shakila- 'you really love kids alot ha? do you want to have one?'

me- 'uhh? ya, but not now la! haha xD'

talked alot of random shits w her :)

nice. hee.

shakila- 'ehh, tgk tu! dah ketawe2 lah bdk kecik tu!'

haha, then he ran pass me and shakila,

he looked at me, smiled and wave.

aww~

cute kan?!!! :D

should see his face!

cuter! :DDD

he kept running up and dow the field,

eveytime he runs into the court, i keep scolding! 'adek, masok sini adek! takmo go there!'

haha, the he kena scolded by bob :(

'adek, klua! takmo masok situ, kene bola nnt. abang, bawak adek klua, gy maen jaoh2.'

woah. :O

hehe.

ok, skip skip!

after the match, the boys changed, packed up & left.

an argument broke out outside school.

jaryl approached bob first,

'bob, jage vinodh jage vinodh'

sweet sia aku tgk. :)

while waiting fr them to settle their misunderstanding, aku tangkap asap dulu,

haha ;)

nic was like, 'nieyk macam uh maen bola ngn keling.'

haha, tak baek sey ;P

someone(i forgot who) -' ehh! you smoke?!!'

parvish- ' ya, she does, but sometimes only.'

someone- 'why? why you smoke? for who?'

me- *looks away, pretends not to hear.*

parvish- 'wahh, step sia isap rokok!'

me- 'ohh, sorry, hee.' *toleh blakang pulak, lol.*

we board one of bob's friend's lorry back to braddell.

fun! :D

bob and parvish kept disturbing people, screaming oi, and ugly bitch, lol xD

& when we pass by a lorry banglak,

they'll go,

'ehh, vinodh, that one your brother uh?!!'

hahaha! kecohh!

parvish kept on disturbing fadhil about his hair,

screaming nonok nonok all the way,

it was fun la, they blast jiwang hindi songs,

drive damn fast,

i miss it alrd!

haha.

turun braddell, idk why or how, bob walked really close to me, O.o

haha, thought i lost my phone, kanchiong suro bob call-kan hp,

naseb ade oi! hee.

didn't lepk w them and gopal, went home instead. :D

smp rumah je,

ayah- 'janji kul 7, skg dah kul 8.'

me- *buat bodoh.*

ayah- 'yok, gy central, beli snacks.'

me- 'ah, k! yok!'

haha! baru je balek siul, klua lagyk! xD

bought junk, then fetched mom from the salon,

jumpa hafiz kat toa payoh central,

headed home,

on the pc, then knocked into bed, texted zico and nic,

called nic, bobal jap,

talked to bob otp fr awhile,

he passed the phone bck to nic,

& sang this malay jiwang song in the background, changing the name from shakila to zakiah,

'ohhh zakiah, wajahmu ....'

sedih siul aku ;'(

tros takde mood, nic tangkap, bob pon tangkap,

but don't want say la,

say also for what, what can he do?

kan?

so, i hung up, let the matter be.

;'(

then called adek,

ade hal.

hais.