Today, i went for mendaki - Late. :(

Mommy and Daddy got really annoyed.

Hehee!

I texted ex til 1plus only last night, i was tired and he insisted me to go to bed :/

First thing i did when i woke up today, was to text him. :)

He replied, and we talked abit.

After mendaki, as usual, went for his soccer match.

Again, he fetched me under my block :)

*what do you expect? we live just across the road!*

walked down to jackson square's bus stop.

ex tripped along the way (hehee.)

trying to act cool, he ignored it.

5s later, he turned to see my reaction.

i couldn't take it, and started bursting into laughter! Haha.

iloveyou, silly!

he bought ciggies. :)

promised mommy and daddy i won't smoke anymore, so i didn't smoke.

I'm a changing woman! Nyeettttt~! hehee.

Bus-ed to Pei Hua Sec.

Pupils in this school are like kana sai! _|_

Go figure lah eh ;)

In the bus, it was only me and ex.

We didn't talk much.

How to? We text each other everyday now! :/

Hehee, ex was being cheeky and playing "cool".

I was just playing hard to get. LOL.

You see, i didn't touch him one bit.

Usually, i'll hold his arm when i'm walking, or whatsoever lah.

I'll usually find any possible excuse to touch my baby. (HAHAHA!)

Today, i didn't. :)

He pretended to stretch his arms out wide (sideways), then reconciled.

I ignored. :)

Then, again, he did it.

This time, placing his right arm behind me, on the back of my seat.

Ego.

I let him be for awhile.

Hehee.

After maybe, 4stops?

I leaned against him. :)

& we stayed that way.

Hehee.

Then, it got abit irritating. -.-'

Chi boys and Bangla men kept on sitting beside me.

When a chi boy sat beside me, i had my legs crossed you see, to the right side so i was leaning against him, he then reprimanded me to sit properly as the chi guy was sitting closer to me. Lol xD

Afterwhich, when a bangla sat, he stared. Lol.

& suddenly, @ that moment, i remembered one of his first promises,

"If a bangla were to ever come near you to harm or take advantage of you, i swear, no matter how far i am, no matter how bz i am, i will drop all that i'm doing and cab straight to where you are. I'll never let anything happen to you."

:')

So i sat closer to him, he stretched his hands further to ensure no other were to come any close to me.

:D

We talked abit, he shared his earpiece, laughed @ stupid videos the man in front of us was watching, and teased each other. :)

i lovelove him!

& then, i noticed he kept looking @ girls! Erghh!

I ignored. >:/

Then, he looked out @ the bus stop.

"Foo! Pretty, I Loiike!"

"Ergh, :( " *sits away from him.*

"Hey! Asal niey?"

"You nak tengok sangat kan ngn tu pompan, tengok uh! I duduk jaoh2 siket. You nak tengok dia pe, ade i kat sini pon buatpe?"

"Huh?! Ape you?! I TENGOK je kan! Aiyoo. Bukan i minta no. kepe. Takmo ginilah." *he pulls me closer, i pull away*

"Minta no., tak minta no., you tengok jugak kan kat dia? Nak sangat, pegy uh sambong tengok, asal lak nak ngn i?!"

"Tengok! Cakap sikit merajuk, cakap sikit merajuk!"

"Sape merajuk?! Takde mase luh eh. You nak tgk, p uh tgk!"

"Dah dah, takmu jealous-jealous. You jealous kan?"

*shrugs. :( *

"Dah lah, sinilah. :) " *Again, he pulls me closer, i let myself fall into his warmest embarce :') *

When we reached Pei Hua Sec, settled down.

I was the only girl then :(

Punye yang uncomfortable!

After about 10mins, dev and shakila came.

Blah blah, parvish also came.

Sorry vish i didn't entertain you much, idk why i had a sudden rage of anger in me when i saw you today!

Ex was damn cute lah, haha xD

"Biar, biar dorang maen 1st half. Kite jad last men, masuk star karat! haha xD"

then skaliey, their goalkeeper strained his muscle bad.

Coach - "BOB! GOALKEEPER!"
ex - "APE?!! Alamak, baru nak jadi star! Tak jad uh cam gini!"

me&vish - "HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!"

ex to me - "Nak sangat kan jadi last man? Ha niey! Mek kau bob, betol2 punye last man! Goalkeeper!"

hehee.

but he played good. :) really good.

won 4-1.

baek kepe? ;)

after the game, was packing for home when one of his other pakcik teammate was like,

"Wah bob, best? Sampai ade juga orang nak lipat semua baju-baju kau. :) "

"Hehee. Biasa lah. :) "

*smiles away :) *

he bought a drink, we shared.

left the field.

Outside, I Was Sad. :(

"You, you kalau nak balek siang, you balek ngn shakila ngn dev, i ade team talk uh."

":( uhh, okaay."

"Taw you, you balek ngn shakila ngn dev tau."

":( yeah, okaay. :( "

*bus came.*

"You, bus da sampai! I jalan dulu. :("

"Okaay :)"

I missed him so so much and still wanted to spend time w him :(

I wanted so bad to hug him, but his pakcik friends were looking. *ERGHHHHHH!*

So instead, i salam-ed him to my forehead, he was shocked @ first :/

but his facial expression soften. :'(

cried in the bus otw home.

It was cold.

& unlike last week, this time, i didn't have you by me to hug when i'm cold.

Ergh!

I HATE GOING HOME ALONE WITHOUT YOU, I FVCKING SWEAR THIS! D';

but what am i to do? i must try to understand.

*sigh.

b, jap lagy i nak jumpe you! i tak kesa, you takmu pergy supper club ngn kawan-kawan you nariey malam!

Tonight, You're Mine. :')

You owe me afterall bitch! Hehee.

Bytheway, that pakcik friend of yours who told you off about me last two weeks in front of my damn face, what's his problem?

Why so bias?

Ergh.

Tonight, I Have ALOT To Tell.

-.-'