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Saturday, January 2, 2010
out! (:

My Dream.
aite aite!
going out w fam in abit!
Jaybee~!
AmyTrojan, da kua nnt i msg(: wait! hehee.
haz, sorry sangat-sangat!
bukan tknk pegy your chalet, nak.
but family ajak klua laa~
sorry!
:(
last night, you msg-ed.
(:
called me syng oii.
but, burshed me off when i told you i miss you. :(
hey! i don't say things for fun ok?
i meant it.
but, it's ok.
i guess you just don't feel the same way as i do. (:
AmyTrojan & FyrynnTinyySquid accompanied me through the night. (:
these two lovelies are the sweetest!
i swear!
haha.
i love both. (:
turned in w AmyTrojan.
hehee. jiwe mah! ;D
but shit laa~
yest dream was like, *sigh.
it goes like this;

me: you, ikot tak kua ngan fam i?
him: ikot. (: i bawak kawan i.
me: okaay~
*at the beach.
fam was at the bbq pit there, i was packing some stuffs at sitting area.
he and his friends were somewhat of a distance, nt w fam, nt w me either, just somewhere in between.
but they were at a ear's shot.
his friend: kau ngan indah amcm?
him: macam gytu jugak uh.
his friend: belom patch?
him: err, belom uh.
his friend: konek sia kau! kate dua minggu AJER kau nak break! da lebih dah drpd dua minggu! pegy patch alek la!
him: nanty uh!
*he came walking in my direction.
*i looked down, pretending i didn't see.
* when he was close, i looked up.
*he sat beside me, &hugged me. [HAHA! PELIK SIA MIMPI AKU!]
*i wanted to cry, but held my tears. didn't want him to see how weak i am w/out him.
*step strong, i broke the embrace. (:
*he continued to sit by me.
*silence*
*i couldn't take it, i wrapped my hands around his arms, & started bawling out.
& he said,
'I want you back.'

Since 7thDec2009, 12.08am
Every night, i dream of you.
_|_
The dreams are not fading away,
instead they're getting better day by day.
:/
why sia?
GO AWAY LAA~!
*Tang was right, she experienced this before, & the only way to put a halt on all this, is to reject him in the dream.
HAHA! We all know I can't do that.
& WILL NOT.
Ok, bye!
haha.
<3

4:15 PM








Previously;
  • shit lah shit!
  • previous updates.
  • Baby , i`ve changed yr song .Hold on , i maseh blo...
  • You're far away from me now. :'/
  • Wild Wild Wet (: 2~
  • Wild Wild Wet (:
  • 've beeen v.busy w fam!
  • DFS Orchard[:
  • Jay-beeeeeeeee. Haha.
  • i've missed you. (':