Indahkim Going Sixteen. & I wish to go to College after O's. Please pray for me! :) ♥everything moves, nothing stays. Tumblr me? Saturday, January 2, 2010
out! (: My Dream. aite aite! going out w fam in abit! Jaybee~! AmyTrojan, da kua nnt i msg(: wait! hehee. haz, sorry sangat-sangat! bukan tknk pegy your chalet, nak. but family ajak klua laa~ sorry! :( last night, you msg-ed. (: called me syng oii. but, burshed me off when i told you i miss you. :( hey! i don't say things for fun ok? i meant it. but, it's ok. i guess you just don't feel the same way as i do. (: AmyTrojan & FyrynnTinyySquid accompanied me through the night. (: these two lovelies are the sweetest! i swear! haha. i love both. (: turned in w AmyTrojan. hehee. jiwe mah! ;D but shit laa~ yest dream was like, *sigh. it goes like this; me: you, ikot tak kua ngan fam i? him: ikot. (: i bawak kawan i. me: okaay~ *at the beach. fam was at the bbq pit there, i was packing some stuffs at sitting area. he and his friends were somewhat of a distance, nt w fam, nt w me either, just somewhere in between. but they were at a ear's shot. his friend: kau ngan indah amcm? him: macam gytu jugak uh. his friend: belom patch? him: err, belom uh. his friend: konek sia kau! kate dua minggu AJER kau nak break! da lebih dah drpd dua minggu! pegy patch alek la! him: nanty uh! *he came walking in my direction. *i looked down, pretending i didn't see. * when he was close, i looked up. *he sat beside me, &hugged me. [HAHA! PELIK SIA MIMPI AKU!] *i wanted to cry, but held my tears. didn't want him to see how weak i am w/out him. *step strong, i broke the embrace. (: *he continued to sit by me. *silence* *i couldn't take it, i wrapped my hands around his arms, & started bawling out. & he said, 'I want you back.' Since 7thDec2009, 12.08am Every night, i dream of you. _|_ The dreams are not fading away, instead they're getting better day by day. :/ why sia? GO AWAY LAA~! *Tang was right, she experienced this before, & the only way to put a halt on all this, is to reject him in the dream. HAHA! We all know I can't do that. & WILL NOT. Ok, bye! haha. <3
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